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Kyuma Rikori  

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u wood not b leave when i wrote this song....

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 20, 2008, 11:51 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Shita no uta- (samurai champloo ending)
  • Reading: my thoughts
  • Watching: my self type
  • Playing: with nuthin
  • Eating: ....i told u alreasy...SPIT u DAGGER! XO
  • Drinking: my bottomless bottle of emotional concoction
Hey everyone!

gess what?
i wrote another song! ^____^

these thingz onl e come to my head when i least expect them to....this time it was 10:59 @ night....TT____TT

me was sleepy! XO

anyways...here it is....

It's called

"Im not real"
_________________________

Ding dong your back again
you brung me gifts...and i wont pretend
I DONT LIKE THEM.
But fool be wise
There's reasons you cant come up inside.
My crooked house of crooked rules
Stands on beliefs that you'll find untrue.
What if i gave you the chance
will you still be willing to take my hand?

You'll help me
you'll save me
you'll die for me but
IM NOT REAL
There's no more guilt in the world that
I cant feel.
you'll love me
you'll free me well
you'll find out you
DONT NEED ME.

Ding dong your angst now
I'll tell you soon.
I'll figure out how
My heart cant be yours
It's too untrue but
If you can take all my lies
In 1 months tops your sure to DIE.
I need you to stay away
(W)"I cant come out"
(M)"Im here to stay"

You break down my door of disguise
walls of demize
High up the steps i retreat.
But each step i take
Reveals a fate im soon to meet.
I tell you all....before
I make my escape
you reach the room
blood pools tell you
It's much to late

Ding dong your back again
you bring me love....But ive met my end
SAY GOODBYE TO MY HEART OF SIN.
But fool be wise
I told you couldnt come up inside.
My crooked house of crooked rules
Is torn down now...out of use
You stand up where my door used to be.
I was never meant to be a bride to be.

You'll help me
You'll save me
you'll find out it's to late, for
IM NOT REAL
Theres no more blood in my veins that
I CAN FEEL
You'll love me
you'll free me
you've got to BELIEVE ME!

YOU DONT NEED ME!

IM NOT REAL....

________________________________
BY: Star-U*)

well thats it...thats my song....

but the person who this song is dedicated to....causes me not to sing it aloud....


please tell me what u think of it....hearing is always a good method of helping my get a grip...but i feel like the song and i relate so much...(cept i didnt kill my self...aheh heh.....sorta...)

anyways...buh bye! (sleeps)--______--



SONG DEDICATION: Rontai:heart:

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 14 Yrs
  • Current Residence: U.S.A . wanna go to japan!!! XD
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Deathnote, Gaara, Rocklee, Micha *hearts*
  • Favourite movie: Scary Movie, any really creepy movie...anime movies....cha! XD
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Likin Park, Papa Roach,
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, J-pop, Rap
  • Favourite artist: Eiichiro Oda sensei
  • Favourite poet or writer: maya angelou..my freind Ariyuu
  • Favourite style of art: none...WTF IZ DIGITAL ART? :shock:
  • Operating System: uh.....My yowzah (note yowza= brain)
  • MP3 player of choice: ANY KIND!!!! LOL XD
  • Shell of choice: Gaara, Rock Lee, Kakashi, Guy, Jiraya, Orochimaru, Itachi
  • Wallpaper of choice: Gaara O.o...or anything goth XD
  • Skin of choice: Blue and black...or crimson
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS and Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gaara, Rock Lee
  • Personal Quote: "That was soooo ubber gay XD"
  • Tools of the Trade: Artistic and singing ability

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Devious Comments

~KillerkeksX:iconKillerkeksX: 21 hours 31 minutes ago
thanks for the fav <3

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~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: 2 days 42 minutes ago
no its not sometimes... it really pisses me off when they enter cosplay contests thats what really gets on me.... and people that dont wear the right petty coat under lolita dresses.

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 2 days 2 hours ago
dang...:omg:

thats...not...gud...

i guess thats what happened to that fake L i saw...or mabey shock. i wont talk to bad cosplay! :ignore:

NEVER!:w00t:

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*u uber FART >XD*
~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: 2 days 5 hours ago
some times i do that but its usually when the costume is really close to completion.... some times wigs dont cooperate with the weather and or depends on if it was raining or not.... it was raining that day.... i think.

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 2 days 13 hours ago
then thats a bloody shame....she shooda went as sumone else then....wats the point in cosplaying someone....if u dont look wxactly like them...it makes you a nother character....TT____________TT

im sad now...*crawls into corner*

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*u uber FART >XD*
~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: 3 days 2 hours ago
lol this one was a girl who had a great costume but wasnt finished with it yet... she didnt have the hair either.

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 3 days 6 hours ago
me too! he was a guy...not a girl dressed up as a guy....he was so spankadocious! 0_0

i cooda ate em wit some pakii

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~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: 4 days 2 hours ago
lol i saw a sesshi at the last con i went to

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
*GrayGlow:iconGrayGlow: 4 days 6 hours ago
Thank you, hon!

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Talent can't be measured.
Look at the art, not the numbers.
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 4 days 7 hours ago
thanx ieS! ^_^

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Unlike you...my handz speak 4 me....lets see what u've got!

*u uber FART >XD*
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 4 days 7 hours ago
oh...right...thanx alot u friggin FAG!


ur MY fag...

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*u uber FART >XD*
~stanstan009:iconstanstan009: 4 days 23 hours ago
U

TOTALLY

DO!!!


:D

not!

:p

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If you got a problem with me, solve it.
If you think I'm trippin, tie my shoes.
If you can't stand me, sit down.
If you can't face me, turn around.
~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: 5 days 6 hours ago
XDD. yes my friend would agree with you on that one.

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 5 days 7 hours ago
ur wer come!

*has gum stuck n her cheeks*:chew:

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Unlike you...my handz speak 4 me....lets see what u've got!

*u uber FART >XD*
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 5 days 7 hours ago
i wish i were just...better i guess...i wanna get better...i toad ally suck...

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Unlike you...my handz speak 4 me....lets see what u've got!

*u uber FART >XD*
~stanstan009:iconstanstan009: 5 days 14 hours ago
awww!

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If you got a problem with me, solve it.
If you think I'm trippin, tie my shoes.
If you can't stand me, sit down.
If you can't face me, turn around.
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 6 days 1 hour ago
dude....i dont think im gud enough,,,im out on this one...srry:tears:

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*u uber FART >XD*
~Star-U:iconStar-U: 6 days 8 hours ago
yeah...like Lord Sesshomaru...now...THATS SMEXY....X_________X

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~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: Jun 28, 2008, 3:10:36 PM
lol yes i soo agree with that.... XDDD. the smexiness of some characters gives them immortality XDDDDD

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: Jun 28, 2008, 8:17:03 AM
cain cant dye...the laws of physics states that
(Cain Hargreaves cannot dye....he's 2 smexy! )

XD

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*u uber FART >XD*
~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: Jun 26, 2008, 12:29:16 PM
but there is a chance cains not dead.... juzabel...* crys* why must he die too.....

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Star-U:iconStar-U: Jun 26, 2008, 7:44:47 AM
just thinking about him is hard...with out thinking of him in a bath of chocolate....im hungry now...

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Unlike you...my handz speak 4 me....lets see what u've got!

*u uber FART >XD*
~stanstan009:iconstanstan009: Jun 25, 2008, 9:53:08 PM
enter this, all of us are going to make an entry.

[link]

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:heart: I'M IN HEAVEN AS LONG AS THERES EVANESCENCE :heart:
~no-winged-angel:iconno-winged-angel: Jun 25, 2008, 2:06:26 PM
lol i was like that in the last book.... a fountain of tears... did it when i was reading the japanese one too XDD

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" igne na tura renovatur integra"
<3 trinity blood
&
a member of the pcc club i dare you to join [link]
~Aroa-hime:iconAroa-hime: Jun 25, 2008, 10:34:11 AM
Thank you so much for fave!!! =^O^=

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Es siempre lo mismo. Complaciente tortura mientras me dejo caer profundamente en un trágico amor. Es un rasgo masoquista, pero parece mi único alimento.