Hey everyone!

gess what?
i wrote another song! ^____^

these thingz onl e come to my head when i least expect them to....this time it was 10:59 @ night....TT____TT

me was sleepy! XO

anyways...here it is....

It's called

"Im not real"
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Ding dong your back again
you brung me gifts...and i wont pretend
I DONT LIKE THEM.
But fool be wise
There's reasons you cant come up inside.
My crooked house of crooked rules
Stands on beliefs that you'll find untrue.
What if i gave you the chance
will you still be willing to take my hand?

You'll help me
you'll save me
you'll die for me but
IM NOT REAL
There's no more guilt in the world that
I cant feel.
you'll love me
you'll free me well
you'll find out you
DONT NEED ME.

Ding dong your angst now
I'll tell you soon.
I'll figure out how
My heart cant be yours
It's too untrue but
If you can take all my lies
In 1 months tops your sure to DIE.
I need you to stay away
(W)"I cant come out"
(M)"Im here to stay"

You break down my door of disguise
walls of demize
High up the steps i retreat.
But each step i take
Reveals a fate im soon to meet.
I tell you all....before
I make my escape
you reach the room
blood pools tell you
It's much to late

Ding dong your back again
you bring me love....But ive met my end
SAY GOODBYE TO MY HEART OF SIN.
But fool be wise
I told you couldnt come up inside.
My crooked house of crooked rules
Is torn down now...out of use
You stand up where my door used to be.
I was never meant to be a bride to be.

You'll help me
You'll save me
you'll find out it's to late, for
IM NOT REAL
Theres no more blood in my veins that
I CAN FEEL
You'll love me
you'll free me
you've got to BELIEVE ME!

YOU DONT NEED ME!

IM NOT REAL....

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BY: Star-U*)

well thats it...thats my song....

but the person who this song is dedicated to....causes me not to sing it aloud....


please tell me what u think of it....hearing is always a good method of helping my get a grip...but i feel like the song and i relate so much...(cept i didnt kill my self...aheh heh.....sorta...)

anyways...buh bye! (sleeps)--______--



SONG DEDICATION: Rontai